Thursday, October 17, 2002
Spring Shower
Thursday evening as usual I am lounging on my bed. The weekend has just begun but what is there to look forward to? Finals are right around the corner and yet I am still in the same position I was when I moved to Australia eight months ago. Am I happy or am I sad? I am not sure at all.
At times I am overjoyed when I see him smile and other times I get so melancholic when I think about the fact that he is moving away. "Three months will go by fast", I keep telling myself. But how will I see him and how will I ever tell him the truth? Perhaps tommorow, perhaps Saturday.... perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
But what is this feeling that I have that whenever he smiles, my heart skips a beat? Is this love or just an infatuation that doesn't go away. I will let the spring rains wash my sadness away. I will spend as much time as I can with him, to give me memories that I will cherish when he is no longer around.
Thursday evening as usual I am lounging on my bed. The weekend has just begun but what is there to look forward to? Finals are right around the corner and yet I am still in the same position I was when I moved to Australia eight months ago. Am I happy or am I sad? I am not sure at all.
At times I am overjoyed when I see him smile and other times I get so melancholic when I think about the fact that he is moving away. "Three months will go by fast", I keep telling myself. But how will I see him and how will I ever tell him the truth? Perhaps tommorow, perhaps Saturday.... perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
But what is this feeling that I have that whenever he smiles, my heart skips a beat? Is this love or just an infatuation that doesn't go away. I will let the spring rains wash my sadness away. I will spend as much time as I can with him, to give me memories that I will cherish when he is no longer around.
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