Friday, April 23, 2004
Lately I've been thinking that I seriously need to keep up with my readings and the rest of my work. My thoughts have been too cluttered with thoughts that shouldn't be around floating my brain. Still having nausea and dizzy spells, compounded by my migraine... Man, sometimes I feel like a carpet, being stepped upon by everyone...Why do I commit myself to things that others avoid doing? Am I a sucker for work? Why do I do everything he asks me to do?
Sé la razón por la que, y le hago tan. A pesar de lo que cada uno dice sobre él, y sabiendo como cuál es su carácter realmente, me todavía cautivan con él. ¡Mudo yo! Conjeturo, yo tengo todavía satisfacer a otra persona que podría barrerme de mis pies. Vida triste de un salsachica triste.....
A sudden realisation, there's Salsa at the Sheraton on Saturday night, now I know why he wanted me to take the duty that no one wants and wasn't supposed to be mine at all. Wow, good of him to assume that I wasn't going to Sheraton. I need to knock some sense into my head.. Oh wait, is that why there's stars all around my head? Woozy again.... Its the medication I tell you. Oh salsachica why are you so dumb????? I've got another session on Tuesday. Crapola! Yes, I believe that is the reason why he asked me, oh other than the fact that I say "yes" to everything he says and asks of me.
I must learn to say no... Be mean, tell people to back off and to stop bugging me. Not in a brilliant mood today, just had an exam. Studied hard for it, got sick in the exam theatre..Heart was palpitating waaaaaaaaay too fast... Took my angina medication twice.. Woozy and my heart's beating rapidly... The last medical I had, the doctor said that if my heart rate goes up any higher and faster, I could get a heart attack pretty soon. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, just great that's just what I need? A broken heart that's gonna get thrashed pretty soon....
Sé la razón por la que, y le hago tan. A pesar de lo que cada uno dice sobre él, y sabiendo como cuál es su carácter realmente, me todavía cautivan con él. ¡Mudo yo! Conjeturo, yo tengo todavía satisfacer a otra persona que podría barrerme de mis pies. Vida triste de un salsachica triste.....
A sudden realisation, there's Salsa at the Sheraton on Saturday night, now I know why he wanted me to take the duty that no one wants and wasn't supposed to be mine at all. Wow, good of him to assume that I wasn't going to Sheraton. I need to knock some sense into my head.. Oh wait, is that why there's stars all around my head? Woozy again.... Its the medication I tell you. Oh salsachica why are you so dumb????? I've got another session on Tuesday. Crapola! Yes, I believe that is the reason why he asked me, oh other than the fact that I say "yes" to everything he says and asks of me.
I must learn to say no... Be mean, tell people to back off and to stop bugging me. Not in a brilliant mood today, just had an exam. Studied hard for it, got sick in the exam theatre..Heart was palpitating waaaaaaaaay too fast... Took my angina medication twice.. Woozy and my heart's beating rapidly... The last medical I had, the doctor said that if my heart rate goes up any higher and faster, I could get a heart attack pretty soon. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, just great that's just what I need? A broken heart that's gonna get thrashed pretty soon....
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Easter Break and all I have to show for it is my assignment, the bane of my existence. Argh...Day in day out I sit in front of my computer typing should I say mindless garble. Been feeling too sick, don't think I want to go out tonight. Maybe just stay in and sleep. Hadn't had much sleep last night. Stress is kicking in, I guess that's what's explaining the feeling of nausea that I've been having.
I've finally finished my analysis on Dell. Argh, being ill and having an assignment due as well as being on duty is a really sad affair. I've been staring at my computer screen since 4:00 am yesterday morning. It's been a pretty cold day and it'll probably be a pretty cold night as well. I don't know, I just feel so lethargic these past few days and ill, and have been falling asleep at 9 plus at night. Just exhausted with too many things on my mind. I know I should chill and relax being that its Easter break, but there's just more work that needs to be done, one after another. Not to forget the mid-semester exams next Friday and the Friday after next. Sigh....
